Want to keep ttc but....

Kathleen • Married September 22nd 2019 JoLynn Michelle 2-16-2019 💜💜

I started trying to conceive in October and got my bfp a week after I missed af....I had a miscarriage not long after around mid December-January and I’ve tried to stay positive about getting my bfp again but every time af comes I just get down and know that it won’t happen again. I’m feeling like it won’t happen again. Like maybe it was my last chance. I don’t know what to do....my fiancé gets so excited but I’m just here like “don’t get too excited because it won’t happen”