Transfer June 1st but feeling depressed already?

I’m going to transfer tomorrow but I feel so sad and stress out. It’s my work, never ending... my hubby keeps telling me if I couldn’t handle it, just quit, but what if this cycle failed? I still need my 401K, benefits, etc...

Tomorrow my transfer is at 2.30pm but I still have to go to an early work meeting.

I just finished preparing all my food for 3 days, I haven’t cleaned up my room, vacuum etc. Feels like things to do is never ending. I’m spotting and having mild cramps since Monday, my coordinator said I should be off my feet as much as possible to stop it, but now I’m exhausted and feel so negative this cycle is gonna bust 😭😭😭