my husband has only been gone for a month

my husband has only been gone for a month on exercise but he misses his family so much this is what he sent me.

to my beautiful wife ,

Pain is funny. You think you know it after decades of feeling it's effects on you. You think you understand it when you have seen where it comes from and trying to treat it. Although it is there to help you to keep you safe, it's still the unwanted lifeguard in your world. On this trip I have scrapped, broken, bloodied, and bluntly hurt myself. And although I may yell ,hold it in, or grit my teeth, that pain that sharpness of my nerve endings can not compare ,it can't make me cry. Only a pain so deep, a pain that does not break the skin but pushes from within through your chest screaming to get out. Causing you to quiver, to go a dark place in your mind, to sit in agoney with no wound to stitch shut. It wells up inside you as dispare on even the sunnyest of days. It pushes so hard you can't help but have tears streaming down your face....

That is life without Sara.

needless to say,I have an amazing man and I cried as I read this. I hope truly that every woman finds a man like this. that feels this way when you are not together.