Too much to post about, but my mom has a lot of serious mental health problems. She has Borderline Personality Disorder. Lost her husbamd because of it. She lived with her parents for a year but they kicked her out after she screamed at them and threw their belongings. Anyway... I just found out today from my sister that at 17 my mom had an abortion. Wow. I basically broke down on the spot crying, asking God to fogive her. I can't believe I have a sibling in heaven. That poor baby. Anyway, my mom had flat out told me she doesn't believe in God. It all makes sense now why she struggles so much and why she hates me (she just told me the other day). She hates herself for what she did and hates me because "I think I'm perfect". I think she resents that I have such a good and happy life. Please just pray for her soul and for God to speak to her and show her mercy and forgiveness.