Fucked up mental health

I just need to let it out.

I know that mood swings and fucked up emotions are all natural and shit, but my mental health is so fucked.

I cry for no reason, unable to determine if it’s just hormones or my terminal depression kicking in. I can’t function as a human being this way. Depression? Hormones? What the fuck?!

I’ve found myself contemplating suicide the other day because of this.

Also, I suddenly get the urge to get pregnant, even though now is not the time. I’m single, and soon to be shipped away to medical school and I know this is so not the time to bring someone into the world. But I can’t help it. Im barely capable of taking care of myself!