I’m really not the type of person to ask for help, but I really need some positive words..my bd and I broke up about a week ago and it’s been pretty hard. I’ve been trying to keep it together and not show how much it effects me, but it’s getting harder. We were engaged and planning a wedding for September. But I caught him making plans with his ex fuckbuddy to hook up. When I confronted him, everything we’d been working on fell apart and he left me and our son. Next day, he was all over everybody that would give him attention. I’m so over how he treated me and there’s no way I’ll ever go back to him, but it’s still really hard. He tore me apart our whole relationship and now my trust issues are 1000x worse than what they were before. I’ve decided to go back to therapy in a couple weeks too because of how messed up my head is from him.