*Emotional Story* Ladies I just found out that I’m pregnant again and it scares the hell out of me. I really don’t want to go through what I went through a couple months ago. I’m just hoping and praying that this is our rainbow baby. On February 28th I lost my daughter at 22 weeks. I thought that everything was ok until I went in for an ultrasound and the doctor said that I was funneling and that she wanted me to go see a high risk doctor because I may need to get a cerclage. I went to the high risk doctor and he said that he didn’t want to give me a cerclage because my cervix was opening and closing and he didn’t want me to get irritated. So he put me on bed rest and wanted me to start the progesterone shots. A couple weeks later I started cramping late at night and didn’t think nothing of it. I received my first shot the next day and the cramping got a little worse but not too bad but I was still worried so I went to the hospital. They said the membranes were bulging. They admitted me to stay on bed rest at the hospital and that night the cramps kept getting worse and worse to the point I was ready to cry. I kept telling the nurses and they weren’t doing anything about it because they said the machine wasn’t showing contractions. So out of no where I started bleeding and they gave me some medicine to stop the pain but it only lasted an hour. In the morning a nurse came in and gave me a button for when the cramps came just in case it was contractions (which it was the whole time). Then they told me they were taking me to a delivery room because they were 2 minutes apart and that I would have to have my baby today. Next thing you know I’m delivering my baby girl all to hold her for two hours until her heart stopped beating. I pray I don’t have to go through that again with this baby! I’m trying to stay positive though.😍👼🏽❤️