Ready to give up

We are TTC, however my PCOS is very severe. It isn’t like normal at all. I’ve been trying to lose the weight. I may just have to try harder. However, with each negative I get more discouraged. Last night I was having lower abdominal pain, my breasts were hurting, and I was nauseous... I’ve been on my period since April 14th-May 20th the 21st-23rd I stopped. The 24th I started again. I took a test just to see. I should have known there’s no way I was pregnant.

It’s just heartbreaking. I mean we will keep on trying but it gets harder and harder. I’ve actually given up hope to ever be pregnant again.