Masterbating and pregnant

So just curious if anyone plays with their self while pregnant . I’m married but honestly I get nervous to have sex all the time . This is my second baby and it’s so hard to get into it and fully enjoy myself with my husband bc all I think of is either him crushing me or it being too much , or causing labor , I feel the baby moving than that’s all I think of so it’s really hard to focus on sex. Plus honestly he takes 5 seconds . 😒so I figure wth is the point . With this being my 6 month , u get really horny lol so I can orgasm super easy (if I do it ) like I’m talking 2 min I’m having the best orgasm of my life !!! Nothing my husband can do. I have dreams all the time of me squirting and all this dirty stuff . All my dreams are of me doing it to myself . I dream of toys and all !! I’m watching sooo much porn too . Afterwards I feel bad , I feel bad bc my husband always asks me why I don’t wanna have sex, he never will understand . I also feel dirty , idk why I do , I just do. I guess bc I’m a mom and ughhh idk!! I LOVE playing with myself and watching porn it turns me onnnn sooo bad!! Anyone else like this ??? Feeling dirty and bad ??