When he is gone

Kay

This might be unusual, but sometimes I think about my Daddy dying someday. How maybe someday I'll be alone without him. It makes me cry and feel panicky a lot. I guess it's because I obviously have no control over when/how we will die.

What will I do without my Daddy? what will I do without his need to sing random tunes, his hugs, intimacy, the way he calms me when I'm sad, the things he writes for me, his growl, the way he shivers when I touch a certain part of his back, his smell, his laugh, the nights when he breaks down in tears in my arms

What will I do without my Daddy