Abortion

Hello. I recently found out i was pregnant by a man i started dating 2 months ago. When i told him he expressed he does not want a baby right now and tbh i dont either but im struggling with the thought of having an abortion. I have a 1 1/2 year old now and i am not emotionally and financially ready for another and can not raise another baby on my own. Im very depressed because i really dont want to do this but almost feel like i dont have a choice. Im not looking for criticism or bad responses but support from someone who maybe has been in the same situation. Thank you