Friends with benefits ?

So my boyfriend broke up with me on the 17th of may. Saying he just wants to be friends.

I had an anxiety attack one day and asked him to come over as a friend and before he left I kissed him...

Since then we have only talked and barely hugged (as friends).

And now this morning he texts me saying he misses what we used to do in his room and he wants to try being friends with benefits. We were both each other’s firsts.

I still love him and I know deep down he still has feelings for me , just locked away.

What do I do ? Please no mean or nasty comments , just looking for advice :(