is it weird?

so I bought a vibrator and it came in today. it's a mini rabbit vibrator from lovehoney. my boyfriend lives a half hour away and we've had some issues lately so we haven't seen each other in over a month. but I get horny so I thought why not. (tmi) my vagina is really tight so this vibrator kind of hurts and isn't very enjoyable. is it weird if I use it JUST for my clit? I rubbed it on my clit and orgasmed but idk if that's weird or not bc it's meant to go inside me. thanks!