First Post - Friendship in Danger

I have a friend that we’ll call Delilah. (This reads fast, don’t worry)

In December, Delilah and I rekindled our friendship (before, she was a busy person and since I moved away we grew apart). On the night we did, I noticed that she was sending strongly intimate vibes, but decided to disregard it, knowing that she was an extremely affectionate person when it comes to the people she loves.

But! In the time that we spent together afterwards, she became more and more physical (touchy/feely/kissy). By this time, I had already decided not to crush on her, for many reasons including the fact that girls didn’t “do it for her, no matter how beautiful she thought them to be.” So, it became uncomfortable and slightly annoying. I still loved her, so instead of ending things, I withdrew...and she didn’t reach out.

We found ourselves back to each other this past weekend (took a month), discussed our regrets and yada yada and guess what? I noticed those same signals. It got to a point where she directly called me attractive, and put herself in scenarios where she could easily be kissed, lips puckered and everything! I freaked and dodged each time, but ended up feeling bad about it later.

I enjoy spending time with her, but I am beginning to worry about our interactions. Sometimes I do want to kiss her all over, but sometimes I just want a friend to coddle. I actually have no idea on what I should do.

Can I hear all thoughts that y’all may have?