Back in January I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks, I try to hold my feelings in check and not let my 2 little ones see. I try to go about my day and try to heal my heart from everything that happened.

At work one of my coworkers that I work with in close proximity likes to tell (but sometimes it feels like she is rubbing it in my face) this and that about her pregnancy. Today I couldn’t take it anymore and finally broke down, in the middle of the parking lot of my work. As it gets closer to what would have been my due date, I can only feel overwhelmed and jealous.