I had a baby five months ago. I love her to pieces and wouldn’t trade her for any money in the world. Her father and I are in a bit of a tough time in our relationship. We both live in separate houses (I live with my parents) because moving in together would be so expensive but we are saving money for a home together.

Here is my issue. I was on antibiotics for the better part of a month. I take birth control but had forgotten I was still on my antibiotic when he came over. It wasn’t Until he left that I remember that some antibiotics mess with birth control.

This was almost a month ago. I’m supposed to start my period tomorrow.... but it just doesn’t feel like it’s about to start at all. I’m getting so anxious because we aren’t ready for another baby yet.

He says that if I’m pregnant we will figure it out and make it work. But I just don’t know. I’m worried. I have this feeling in my gut that my period isn’t going to come this month. I’m just not ready for another baby and I wish I knew how to calm myself down.