Is this weird??

Sooo I’m 17... I’ve always wanted to get pregnant at an early age and i honestly feel like I’m insane for even thinking about getting pregnant. I want to be a mom so bad. I feel like it would be the best thing for me. To have someone to focus on 24/7. It would be amazing. I get it is super hard to be a teen mom but ive been through a lot and I’m super mature for my age. I honestly think I could do it.