So I have had 4 miscarriages over the last 2 years and I am currently 9 weeks and 6 days with my 5th pregnancy.

We had a scan at 6 and 7 weeks and everything was great, they were able to find the heartbeat and scheduled an appointment for when I am 10 weeks and 1 day.

Symptoms have been crazy - I’ve been vomiting pretty much everyday, several times a day. Extreme fatigue and sore boobs.

However the closer it gets to Friday I can’t help but feel anxious. I’d developed a stress twitch in one of my eyes which I am sure makes me look crazy and I keep having horrible dreams about losing the baby and I feel as though I am going to receive bad news on Friday.

Just needed a place to vent really.

Feeling crap. 😢

UPDATE

so had my scan and I’m actually a little further than I thought. 10 weeks 3 days. Due New Years Day! Heart beat and baby was moving and healthy!!!!!! Extremely happy!!!!!!