Almost every night I get the text “Sorry I’ll be home late tonight baby”. I am so grateful for this life as a military spouse but some days I just can’t deal with the constant disappointments, him always being deployed or at work while I magically hold down the fort at home. I feel really upset that I don’t have time for myself and I can’t just do what I want. We both wanted kids but I’m the one who is raising them and wiping their butts and trying to teach them the best I can. It’s so hard... especially when you just need a mental day to yourself. I admire those that can hold it together but I feel like I’m falling apart. Every day feels so repetitive and predictive and we are always talking about how we never have money to do anything. We are just merely getting by. I’m not sure if anyone else feels like this or there but I’d love to hear if you are because I feel very alone. Being away from friends and family is hard enough but feeling alone in your own home is another thing...