Dreading this “New start “ 😩

Jas • 3 years of TTC and counting ...

SO and I have been ttc for a while . Doctor wants the throw me on birth control to “regulate “ my cycle . AF just ended yesterday. Usually I’m really pumped about a new start but this month in completely over it. I can’t take another heartbreak but not ready to give up . So many emotions, so many unanswered questions, and so much pain 💔