My heart hurts.

It’s been a struggle trying to adjust to having a baby again. But it’s so worth it. Yesterday my 3 weekbold baby boy got his first set of casts put on to correct his clubbed feet. I think I cried as much as he did. It’s so hard to see him like this. I feel like it’s my fault and I just want to take it all away. The casting won’t last too long but this who process is a long journey. Hoping all goes well and everything will be fine in the long run. Until then I have to find a way to cope with my emotions