being a mom is hard

Cheyanne • ♠♎♠

I'm 16 weeks pp and going through some wicked pp depression. My fiancee just doesn't get it, this is our first baby and I'm just feeling very overwhelmed. I also have fibromyalgia so being in pain doesn't help matters, it makes me just unhappy and very short with my daughter and I don't want to be. I'm trying to get back into my gym routine but I'm still so sore from tearing so bad that I can't even have sex without being in pain, and i still have zero sex drive. I guess I just needed to vent because I just feel guilty all the time and I know she won't be this little forever and I'm trying to remember that but between all the aches and pains, my skin totally ruined on my stomach and my milk supply almost out/baby girl not wanting to latch, I don't know how to handle this. 😕😕