I’m 3 months pp. I gained 50 pounds during my pregnancy, I’ve lost 20 but still hate how I look. All I can fit are tights & t shirts. My bf & I we’re having a convo about me going out with my friends & I said when I lose weight & be able to fit clothes I want to wear, then I’ll start back going out. I hate how I look & really don’t want to be in public. I’ve been working out for a few weeks now & started eating better. He gets mad & says I just want to go out & be seen. I told him he’s insecure & as my partner he should want me to be confident & feel good about myself. I honestly thinks he likes me in this miserable state. He brought a large pizza the other day & asked me to eat it with him then yesterday he wanted to take me & the baby out to eat but he took us to a bbq restaurant with no healthy options on the menu. I went just to get the baby out but sometimes I think he’s sabotaging me.

Also, I agreed to go out with a friend later on today. After I gave birth I’ve had bad acne & I have scars from it. Only make up I wear is foundation & I just started that like 3 years ago. He just blew up on me saying I’m trying to look good for others, he doesn’t want to deal with someone who wears make up & that I’m fake. He swears this is the first time he’s ever seen me ever wear foundation. I call bs & I told him he’s just mad I’ll have it on while I’m out without him. I can’t take this anymore😩😡