How to feel confident after baby?

I’m currently almost 8 weeks postpartum now. I gained around 30 pounds during pregnancy and I have lost around 35 pounds now at 8 weeks PP. I still have stretch marks on the sides of my hips and I do still have a small belly (even though I’m back to my reg weight) because I did have a C section and things just aren’t flattening out like they were before. It’s almost like my hip area is still slightly swollen.

My family decided to take a beach trip next week and has paid for everything so me, my husband, and our son are all going. I’ve tried multiple times to find cute clothes and swimsuits and nothing fits correctly anymore!! My boobs are now a 34DD 😩 and my waist is tiny, yet i have very large hips and thighs. I’m very very self conscious now about myself.

I obviously do not have time to work out before going. I am eating healthy and have been walking 3 miles about 3-4 times a week. So how are you ladies staying confident after having baby? I want to enjoy the beach but i am a very critical person and I need tips on how to stop!! Any suggestions on clothing? Swimsuits?

Thank you!!