Down there

It’s so embarrassing even writing about this 😬🤦‍♀️

But anyway although I’m very young my “down there” is really fat and I don’t understand why because I’m only 49 kg and when I wear a bikini it just protrudes out and looks like I have a penis if not it looks so embarrassing and my labia minora is very floppy I guess I would say, and my labia majora is quite large not to mention I have a massive clit and I’m afraid when I’m older by the time I’m ready for sex they will get turnt off by the fact that it’s so ugly

Also around my clit and labia minora I have these little white dots that are in the skin not like a pimple because they’re hard, I haven’t had sex or anything coz I’m to young but it only hurts when I try to pop them idk I’ve looked it up and there are only a few other people who have them

Yeah sorry if I messed up with my wording or something👌🏼😁