my dreams are pretty depressing

El

I would have been 15 weeks pregnant today with #2. I had a dream last night someone kept asking me when I was going to have another one I said I wpuld have been 15 weeks. I woke up I checked my calendar and yep wpuld have been 15 weeks. before anyone says anything, because I know some people have told me this before(I deleted the app after last mc and finally feel like getting back on) and I am thankful for my one child. I'm just hurt every year for the past 3 years I've gotten pregnant once a year to lose them by 6 weeks. I wanted them so bad. today's one of those days where I just can't help but cry. it's 3 years in a row of telling my husband iits gone, 3 years of my son asking for a sibling..