Infertility holding me hostage

Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like I’m stuck in life. I feel like I’m not moving forward or accomplishing anything across most aspects of my life because of infertility. Even professionally, I feel like I’ve gotten a bit stagnant because I spend so much effort and thought and energy trying to fix this infertility problem that I really have very little control over. It’s been like this for a year and a half or more. Anyone else feel this way? I’m so ready for it to end and move on.