Went to the beach with MIL SIL niece and nephew today, yes I’m grateful we all get along but....

They saw this huge family, obviously not all the same parents more like cousins than siblings if that makes sense. Well anyway, SIL says “my kids need cousins”, MIL turns directly to me and says “hint hint hint.”

I just threw my hands in the air and looked at her like she was nuts.

I love my mother in law, I work for her. But she’s driving me bat shit crazy about having kids. She’s making it hard for me to want to try. She’s sending me links about fertility and things to eat for quick conception and essential oils have help with conception and infertility. I have very high iron, the other day she said “high iron can cause infertility” and just kinda glared at me.

We’ve been married almost two years, just bought a house, we have two cats and just got a dog over the weekend.

We want kids, haven’t used a condom since we got married, missed plenty of periods, had false positives, cried myself to sleep because it’s just not our time yet but it’s everyone else’s time right in front of me.

Rant over.