Wow! I don’t know if I can keep doing this! Month after month it’s all negatives. At least this time I didn’t have to see just one line, this time AF showed her ugly face 6 days early! I just don’t know if I can keep trying to just get disappointed and broken hearted. I know I’m not the only one feeling this way, but I just have to let this out. All day I have been trying to convince myself that it is my month! Then of course I get proven wrong! I’m so sick and tired of feeling like I have done something to deserve this. And yes, I have a toddler but I just want one more precious angel to hold at night! The first time wasn’t this hard. Why does the second one have to be this dang hard!? I love my little boy and I would love for him to have a sibling to play with and at this point I don’t even care if it’s another boy or a girl! I’m so tired of getting AF every month just to bust my bubble. This month I even tried mucinex and taking OPKs. Anyways, rant officially over!