Why did I fall in love 😩 am I stupid ?

Shaniyah

I started talking to this guy he wanted me badly but I kept ignoring him one day I let him take me to the movies because he was so thirsty to hang with me. I fell in love with him and we finally made it official but he stop texting me and claim he’s busy playing ball. One day we met up and I lost my virginity to him 😩 the next day I wrote him a long paragraph about how I love him he said that was cute every time I text him he leaves me on open when I see him and try to talk he walks away next day I saw him with another girl kissing in school. Am I stupid why did he stop talking to me ?