im sorry i need to vent..

Krystle

January 21 2018 my daughter was born sleeping at 39weeks and 4 days. we just started trying a month ago. I know it's only been 2 months but I feel like a keep failing. I really thought it was going to be this month because I been keeping track logging everything. just recently 6dpo/7dpo I have been getting flashing smiles of cb ovulation. I heard different reasonings. it's jus upsetting because I don't feel as if I'm ovulating but people say u can ovulate late. I wish I would just get my bfp this month. I'm in no mood to bd today but if I didn't ovulation last week like people are saying I might have not of but I feel like I honesly feel like I did then I have to bd cause I don't want to miss out on concieving. my cycles are normally on point why is this happening to me. I'm sorry I'm all over the place. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢