Just ready for my BFP

So we have officially been trying for over a year now and it’s bumming me out. After 7 months I finally got a positive only to find out I miscarried on initial OB appointment at nearly 11 weeks. Needless to say I was heartbroken. A d and e later and bam suddenly messed up cycles and more frustration. I think my cycles are back on track and according to OPK I ovulated near my normal time this month. It’s weird, I’m so sure that this is my month and this wait is killing me! 3 more days!!! Uggg just had to vent for a minute. Isn’t it weird how most of my adult life I’ve been preventing pregnancy now it’s literally taking years!? Anyone else need to vent!