So last week we took our first pregnancy test in like 9yrs & it came back positive. I didn't believe the test so waited another week took another one & came back positive. The first time I was nervous about being a mom, we ended up miscarrying. & life took some twists and turns. This time we had to wait til we were cleared of our Hep C completely. I am not being treated because my levels are so low. Not only am I freaking out about that part but I don't know if I want to be a mom, I don't know how to be a mom. I don't know how to raise another human. im not a healthy person my mom tells me all on the time I'm a junk food junky. I don't know if I'm built to carry a baby I'm only 5foot 2in. The first time we told everyone immediately and then we miscarried & this time I don't want us to say anything till I know it's safe but it also give me no one to talk to about my fears