14 weeks pregnant prolapse

Im 14 weeks today last week, 2nd pregnancy. I started with a very uncomfortable prolapse last week. I feel like crap. The doctor today gave me one of those pessarys to put in. I just feel horrible about myself. Im so upset about it and so uncomfortable. I would do anything to feel the way I did before. My doctors can’t believe what im dealing with and im only 24. I feel defeated and just want to cry all day. Has anyone else gone through this? I could use some help. TIA!!!