Iโ€™m so embarassed ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™Š

This is kinda weird and I honestly donโ€™t know how to say this... but I have been TTC for about 4 months... & so this month after my period and my week of ovulation week is this week. I was said two ovulate two days ago .. my fiancรฉ and I have been BDโ€™s off and on every other day. โ˜บ๏ธโค๏ธ & we were feeling extra affectionate and frisky earlier but then he got called into work . ( he does repos and tows ) ( so itโ€™s expected sometimes for him to leave) any ways ... we were both so in the mood but like I said he had to leave and weโ€™ll I was still super in the mood . He says babe itโ€™s okay if you wanna finish. Iโ€™ll be back later anyways ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜œ &.... so I did. I masturbated yes... ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜“ and I feel bad cause I did but thatโ€™s not the point to my underlying question ... Iโ€™ve masterbated in the past but never had this ....

Is this because I masturbated during my fertile week that it looks like this? I feel embarassed to even be asking this and at the same time.. I need answers. Did know which group to post this in.. please no mean or rude responses Iโ€™m genuinely interested in knowing... someone please inform me.. thank you