💔😭my beautiful baby

so i went to the doctors today just to hear bad news 😪💔💔 they said the blood test is saying im pregnant but they cant find my baby in the ultrasound and 9 times out of 10 i had a miscarriage 😓😓💔. my beautiful baby was pose to be due january 15th 2019 and i was 9 weeks and 1 day today and i JUST found out i was pregnant today 😓😒 and i really wish i would have known sooner. now im just hurting 😩💔 i was so happy for this.