It just hurts so much....

My aunt found out the sex of her twins today. I really am excited for her, but the constant updates on her pregnancy are killing me. They found out that after 3 boys, she’s having 2 girls. Yay! I’m really happy for her. It really hit me hard to find out she’s having twin girls though. That’s my husbands dream. He knows twins run my family on both sides, so he’s really hopeful. I wish this didn’t hurt so much... 😞😭😢