I didn’t know where to post this but here it goes..

I’m still holding on a couple of grudges, here’s the first one : my bf and his mother didn’t come back into my life until I was 6 months pregnant. I have a hard time letting that go because my bf thinks I should be okay with her and wanting to stay with them all the time. I can’t do that I barely know her, but however I did stay 3 days at her house.

The second grudge : My delivery was awful... my bf was a jerk the whole 3 days I stayed in the hospital, I didn’t get no help and when I did, he told me I wasn’t doing things right. After we came home, he left my house a day later. Hardly seen him. We broke up for at least 3 months. Got back together in May.

Another thing about his mom, I didn’t get to meet her until my son was a week old. My bf told me I wouldn’t met her if we didn’t have a child together. So I’m just iffy about everything, I love my bf I just need to find away to let things go..

It’s hard to when his mom told me I would be a bad mother if I didn’t forgive him..