Some times I wish I could be a slut

I got married and had a child really early. I love my family, and absolutely adore my husband.

But sometimes I wish I would have taken my time so I could get this shit out of my system.

For instance last night one of my coworkers was talking about about how he hasn’t had good sex since before him and his ex wife got married and he just needed to give a good pounding. Then we were talking about who might get a promotion and he said,” daddy’s the only one who’s gonna be in charge.”

And in my head I’m like”😍 yes daddy!! You can bend me over the desk and give me that pounding right now 💦💦.”

I’m so ashamed 🤦🏻‍♀️

Wtf is wrong with me