what is wrong with me

ladies please help me...

i feel SOOOO emotional recently and i’m becoming closer and closer to my due date and the closer i get i am more petrified about becoming a mother and feel as though i am going to fuck up parenting hard! and the worst feeling i have recently is that i won’t love my baby?! don’t get me wrong i look at my scan pictures and my belly everyday and i love it!! so much, it’s crazy, but i am so scared i won’t love my baby when it’s here??? and honestly feel like i have no one to speak to any more...don’t get me wrong you lot on here are amazing but i wish i had someone i could speak to who i know and trust...please help me...what is wrong with me ??