First time to wear one piece and im shy

Czarina

I have never worn a bikini in my life. My belly is not flat, which is natural I know. I am yet to change my lifestyle and eat a better, healthy diet and be active, build muscles. I also have uneven skin color in my inner thighs and butt, which is natural too I know (I wonder if that will ever change, how I could change it). And i know we can wear whatever the hell we want and we are always beautiful. But i just still feel shy