porn help ‼️‼️

recently i’ve been feeling the urge to look up porn. i’ve been taught that it’s so horrible and a major sin and that i’ll get addicted just by one look. but i’m curious! i’m a 16 year old girl who is just wondering what porn is, and what is so great about it. should i feel bad about myself for this urge? or should i embrace it and just go explore?