I hate my family

Hi ladies this is going to be a bit of a long post, but here does nothing. I have been with the father of my child of and on for three years, my family has caused so much strain between he and I it isn’t even funny. We feel as if we can’t even have an adult conversation even if it does get a little heated without everyone of them butting in. Now, I was just recently living with him and his parents(we’re both out of work currently) but his dad kicked me out because I wasn’t doing enough apparently, but anyway since I’ve been back home he has since no longer become welcome in my uncles home, and I have no idea what to do he is my absolute world, and I can’t lose him. Please ladies give me some encouragement❤️