boring sex

i’ve been with my husband for almost 3 years, and i’ve always been the type to want some intense sex. Like rip my clothes off, and fuck me on the kitchen table, but my husband is so AWKWARD. I try to kiss him and touch his dick but he always moves me away from him. whenever he wants to have sex i’m never turned on cause he never kisses me, like MAKE OUT WITH ME! Turn me on please so I can be a waterfall and make you cum fast but I get NADA. he doesn’t know how to sexual, i’m no pro but i’ve had intense sex before and it was bomb af (before i got married). I’m waiting on our time but I don’t think it’s ever gonna come 😩 How can I help my sexual relationship if my husband doesn’t even like to kiss me, i’m not ugly either 😣 I also address all the time we need to be more compassionate.

SN: i’m not interested in anyone else either