So much pain and it’s my fault UPDATE- THANK YOU

I get bothered by stuff so easy and can’t deal with stuff and always overthink it. It would be easier to feel nothing at all and I want to not be on this earth anymore. It does not need me anyway. I am a waste of space and a waste of air. I won’t ever actually take myself out of this world but I really want to and try so hard to stop myself. I need comments of encouragement or happy comments. I was hoping you all will help because I want to stay and I will stay. I just need help with that. Anything happy would be so appreciated. Puppies, positive quotes, cats, animals, anything positive. Thank you so much

UPDATE- THANK YOU

Thank you so much Waterflower and Bobbijo. I really appreciate the words that you wrote to me Waterflower. I cried reading it and it made so much sense and it was the positivity I needed. I love the way you started it out using the Incredibles. Thank you Bobbijo for showing me pictures of your puppies. I love the face your pup is making in the second picture. They are both so cute. You two are heroes to me. Both of your comments helped me feel better and made me smile and cry knowing that random strangers wanted to help me and did not judge me. Thank you so much. I appreciate you both so much!

UPDATE- THANK YOU AGAIN

Thank you Jenny for your pictures and for mentioning that you are pregnant because that’s positive to me. Congratulations and have fun with everything. Thank you so much!