How bad does labor ACTUALLY hurt 😅

I definitely want to have kids in the near future, Ive always wanted atleast 4. But I really dont know if id be able to handle the pain.. I am a tinyyyy girl, small frame, a little over 100lbs.. I feel like if I had a vaginal birth id have a 3rd degree rip, can you feel that happening?!?

If I got an epidural can you still feel the pain??

What if I had a Csection, can you feel them cutting you?

How long are you in recovery for??!

I just wanna know the ins and outs about birth that nobody tells you while youre pregnant.

Someone help😂😂 I think ill have to get a surrogate omg