Another negative 👎

I’ve been trying to conceive for little over a year. My husband and I are 24, been married for a year now and can’t wait to have children of our own. I didn’t start going to my Doctor until last year in November. They did a number of tests, hormonal, checked for PCOS, etc etc. They even took a blood test to make sure I wasn’t already pregnant since I hadn’t had a period in months. I am good in everything and decided to finally refer me to an OBGYN. My OB sent me to get an HSG and the results were that I have one good Fallopian tube and my left tube is blocked. They do not know the reason and my OB does not want to investigate why or what’s blocking it. She started me on Provera and Clomid last month. One tab of provera for 5 days and clomid 50mgs for 5 days 5-9. I need the provera since I haven’t had a regular period since July 2017. Finally yesterday came the day for testing, day 30th. I was so nervous, my husband saw me pee on the stick once again as we did last year numerous times to see again another NEGATIVE!!! I wasn’t experiencing any symptoms so I kinda new already that maybe I wasn’t but I was still excited as one is every time we test. Today I’ll be starting provera again but the clomid dosage will be doubled, 100mgs per day for 5 days 5-9. I hope next month is our month. It’s hard seeing everyone around me having kids. My sister in law has a one month old baby girl and she didn’t expect nor wanted to be pregnant and it upsets me because she has seen how much we’ve been struggling and kinda throws it at our faces. I have friends and other people that I know that are pregnant as well, like 10 in total, that upload there first visits, ultrasounds, gender reveal parties, it is all so depressing. I hope July is our month. Please ladies send much blessings and baby dust our way we really need it 😭❤️❤️