I am so angry!

Paula

Today I showed my mom the menstrual cups on Amazon. Since I don't have a credit card or any card that's good to pay with I asked my mom to put hers, and I' ll pay it back to her with real money. And she just asked me where do you put it and she didn't look for any other information. I am a virgin so I can't use that. I hate that she is so old fashioned and she thinks that everything is her decision because I am the child. It should be my decision what I use for my menstruation and not hers, and it would save us so much money! I still want to buy one but I don't think that it's awailable in my country. If so, what do you think I should do? I thought that I'll put it in the "shopping bag" without her knowing when I buy something else and I'll pay it back when it arrives. I bet she would be angry at me and maybe she would try to take it away. Maybe I wouldn't even tell her I'd just put the money in her wallet and maybe one day I tell her the story of purchasing my first menstrual cup. It seems crazy to do this somaybe you could give me some better advice? And if anyone uses menstrual cups what brand do you recommend?