Help me asap💕💘💖💗💓💞

Is it awkward when u get fingered or give a hand job? I haven’t done anything yet (I’m 16) and in a kinda new relationship (2 months but we’ve been talking for 4 months) and I want to do it but I’m just worried I’ll be no good and it’ll be bad. He’s being really sweet about how I said I want to go slow but I dont feel enough for him and want to make him happy in return. Any help or advice?