I have been spending time with man for about a month now. I have not been putting all my eggs in one basket. I think I probably have been going by things wrong, he does not know what he wants. He said he wants to see how goes/see where it goes. He has never been with a black woman before, he has always dated white women (he is white). I really I like him, I don’t want to stop getting to know him, but I starting think I should open up to more options. I really don’t want to get hurt, I am tired of going on the merry go round. I am not getting any younger. No one wants to date anymore, they don’t want to actually get to know a person, sorry but I am not down with a wham bam thank you mam. I am tired of wasting my time. When I heighten or lower my standards, the same thing happens. I have not been trying, I have just been letting things happen. I was not trying to jinx myself. I have grown to care about him, I really like him.